Have you ever been close to an electric grid or near high voltage lines? This weekend I was walking by one near my cousins house and I started wondering..
We get energy from food, but this energy is for us still be alive, we get this energy to walk, think and all.. but sometimes even tho we eat and feed ourselves to have.. let’s call it physical energy for the body, we sometimes still feel like without this energy that keeps us moving and alive.
I thought, well, we humans must need another kind of energy, or source of energy, right? Like one that doesn’t comes from the food, and helps us do all we need to be alive.
I don’t like the idea of getting spiritual and emotional energy from religion. Or maybe is my religion that I don’t like so much.
Wouldn’t it be easier to get all our energies from the same source? Food, or the sun, like solar cells. How about plugging ourselves to the power on our home while we sleep? The way we do with our cell phones and computers.
Whatever the reason, I’m still looking for that other source for spiritual and emotional energy that I haven’t found in so many years. I hope to find it somewhere and soon.
Has it ever happen to you that you want something so bad and all the people around you keeps on saying ‘Well, it’s your choice’ ‘You choose’ ‘You have to decide’ and when you finally decide on something the just come and say ‘Well, I think it’s not the best option’ or ‘You could choose better’ ‘Maybe you should rethink about it’ and that sort of comments that at least for me, the just drive me mad!
What makes mi decisions so bad for others or others decisions bad for me?
I know we all have different points of view about life and things and all, therefor we have different opinions. But how come mine are so different to theirs?
They say we have freewill or that. That we can do whatever we want. But not really. I mean, we tend to do what society thinks it’s best, or what our family wants from us or what our friends expects from us.
So, do we really have a freewill?
That takes me to another question. Does destiny exists or not? If so, then we DON’T have freewill, right? You can’t have both. But you can have the allusion of having one while having the other. Like if there’s such thing as destiny, then our life is planned, every bit of it, our decisions and all that is to be done here on earth, so then we don’t have freewill or anything of the sort.
Anyway, this has been on my mind for a while and I can’t stop wondering about it.
xoxo, Ily M.